I debated and tossed it around in my mind, and I got to the point where I couldn't actually see myself in a stable situation back in SLC. Firstly, I do not have a real place to stay. I know that people have offered rooms and things, but I don't think that will work. My father is off to white collar prison. My mom is in and out of the hospital in Denver. My father's wife doesn't like me really. So, I really have no family to rely on. I also don't have any savings anymore. I don't have really anything to mine name. So, for the time being, it is better for me to stay here until I have bettered my situation.
I just got in to a band called She She Kat Ra. I feel like I am a big part of the writing process, and this band has many contacts so that it might be possible for me to get a visa and a record deal in the near future. I have been playing in some bars lately, and I am still playing on the street. I am doing my best to make money here. Gosh, it is so hard to type all of this. I really miss you guys. I really do.
However, in order to do what I want to do with my life, I need to get myself established. I don't know. I feel bad a bit about not coming back, but I have really thought it through and decided this is what I need to do. Let me know your thoughts.
P.S. Sorry for being so distant lately.